Tomorrow there will be hours to fill, errands to run, faces
to see, conversations to have and queries to answer. I will need to go to
several different places, meet with several different people and the numerous
anonymous strangers I will pass in between my destinations. In this spinning
top of a life, I am always running towards something, always wanting, always
trying and most exhausting of all; always waiting. Waiting for some nameless thing
to happen or change and hope and pray. But I always knew - even when no one had
ever taught me - in my heart of hearts I always somehow knew, that it took a hand, a decided powerful hand to keep the world spinning, for all the colours to muddle and merge and that on the inside, in the very core of everything there is nothing.
